water and a glass

Segala sesuatu yang berlebihan itu nggak baik, well kalimat yang mengherankan di waktu kita masih anak-anak dan menjadi sebuah pemahaman saat beranjak dewasa. Karena anak-anak belum bisa berpikir logis dan realistis, karena mereka terlalu lugu untuk memahami keburukan yang mungkin ada di balik tawa yang meledak ledak, tindakan spontan yang penuh resiko dan perasaan yang meluap-luap...

Tapi seorang dewasa nggak seperti itu, mereka bertindak dan mengontrol diri mereka.

Apa jadinya kalau sebuah gelas di isi air? Penuh, pastinya... Tapi jika air yang di isi terus mengalir dan melebihi kapasitas gelas? Gelas itu nggak mungkin menampung sepenuhnya keseluruhan air yang dia terima...

Apa bisa terucap.....why you wanna break my heart again...why am i gonna let you try....

Bukan, harusnya....why i keep running after yesterday....

Fy

S.O.F.T & S.W.E.E.T

when I woke up this morning, I felt there was an unfinished story in my dreams..I try to remember but it all seemed blur in my head.. I just feel like something that really sweet and fun was hapenned.

Have you ever felt like that? having so many marshmallows in your heart?

It felt so soft n sweet..

And because that sweet-unfinished-dream, i woke up this morning and walked to the front of the mirror to look at my self, well yea it sounds weird but i did it. Standing there and smile..

How could God gave us such a perfect collaboration of body and personality without any disability.

I'm so glad about that and thank God..

So why don't we wake up every morning with a smile on our face and enjoy this every sweet day..

Love,

Fy

a girL like mOi

Mama bilang... ambisi bisa ngebakar semuanya. Aq tau, cuma kadang ngga sadar terlalu "ngoyo" sama suatu hal...
Kadang-kadang bisa jadi keras kepala tapi juga bisa terlalu mengalah...
Aq tau harus punya pegangan, yang ngga mungkin bikin aq salah jalan, yang ngga cuma memanfaatkan. Haha, ngga sebodoh itu jg c buat dimanfaatkan.

Setiap ambisi hampir ngebakar diri, aq coba diam n tarik nafas...
Tarik nafas...
kita, diatas seluruh kesadaran yang ngontrol dan ngendaliin diri sendiri.
dan selalu berhasil..
aq tau aja..

Love,
Fy

fairy's landing

Naah... hopefully someday i'll find this lil fairy..
so many questions i've tried to answer, and so many answers was wrong. I found, yes again, my self fall so fast with no rhytm into ground.
if i was this fairy and have her wings, i wouldn't crush this much, in this random sensation.

But suddenly...when i open my eyes, and find me with no wings...i've no regrets..
whispering to my self that love will bring me so many times to fly...
and i've so many times to find someone that will give me his love, loving me that much, honest, pure and without hurt...
someone that i loved with all my heart, i'm sure...someday he'll appear there, smile for me...
and with no guilty, i'll give'im all pieces of mine...
He's the one that will lead me and put a wings to my shoulder...
flying to our little 'full-of-love' world,
and i'll become his fairy...his only one.

Hug n Kiss,
Fy

Lips like sugar

Semua cewe punya bibir semanis sugar?? kalo gitu kita ini candy donk..
percaya ngga kalo setiap bibir punya rasa yang beda??
Nooo... bukan berarti tiap ketemu orang kita bakal langsung kiss aja.
Tapi dari cara kiss itu kita bisa dapat feel yang beda.. rasanya bisa hambar, hangat, manis, n laennya..
menyenangkan, kalo sama satu orang kamu bisa dapatin rasa yang beda-beda :p
lebih menyenangkan, kalo beneran dilakuin sama orang yang kita sayang..

love,
Fy

when a cupcake meets strawberry

I've my exam this mornin'.. Make me a lil tired coz my mind was fully enough with some problems. At the end of the night i was blabbering and couldn't think clearly.. thought that maybe i'll take my pillow n throw it everywhere.
Then someone gimme some advices, it looked like the best way since people arround you told you to live 'im.
sweet to know there're always people who loved you and give you their support..
now gimme time to solve it...
i need to make it clear for me, him and us...

Love,
Fy

it's gonna rain...

One day in your life
you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...
(Jacko, one day in ur life)

Fiuuh.... it's a looong journey since i'm tryin to understand him.
sejak "nggak berharap apa-apa" menjadi "mati rasa"
mungkin waktunya kita buat wake up sayang... apa yg aq cari? apa yang qm cari?
kita ada di jalur yang sama nggak sich?
aq emg egois, keras kepala, tp bukan berarti semua terserah aq.. you're d'one who must lead me.

Hujannya udah mau turun syg...

do NOT mess up with us

minggu pagii...
mataharii...
maen..maen...dan maen....

Yeaa.. sekali lagi minggu...
Pagi yang cukup terik buat memulai hari dengan bangun jam 9 pagi {setelah di mizcol dhika 7 kali n diangkat buat yg ke 8 kali, soriii dhika :'( huks }. Tadi aku sukses jadi model catwalk 'dadakan' dengan menghadiri perhelatan akbar sunmor (sunday morning nya UGM) make little red dress n hi heels pink. Hoo...ini gara2 kak atok n dhika ngga mau nganterin kekost dulu buat ganti baju.hmp
But bukan masalah, aq bisa jadi apa aja dan dianggap apa aja sama orang lain, tapi gimana aq sebenarnya cuma segelintir orang yang tau..

Sore ini, aq, shasya n rhe2 dinner romantis (lol) n curhat soal dunia... well yeaa dunia punya banyak hal yg ngga pernah habis buat dibahas..
bukan cuma aq yg pernah di dzalimi sama cewek2 (yang entah kenapa benci bgt sama kita tanpa tau siapa kita) disekitar, bahkan rhe2 lebih parah..
Ada yang salah dengan cara berpenampilan seseorg?
apa kita mesti tampil sesuai keinginan orang? lantas berapa keinginan yang mesti diturutin??
Hell ya.. cape bgt harus kaya gitu..

kita bisa jadi apa aja yang kita mau dan ngga mesti disesuain sama pendapat n prinsip orang lain kan..
ini soal hidup kita, bukan orang.. jadi diri sendiri buat nikmatin hidup bukan buat nyenangin orang lain..

tepat waktu ngelunasin bill di kasir, sekumpulan cewek ngeliatin kita (yg emg lg pake hot-sugar-pants,haha) n mandangin kita dgn mata yg yaa..cukup sadis..
shasya : "tuh baruu aja di omongin"
rere : cekikikan
aq : "Haah.. urusan merekalah buat cape' ngurusin kita"

let us lead our way...


Love,
Fy